Serenity After Agony

from Evolution Through Rape by Leukorrhea

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lyrics

Serenity after agony

Felling a weakness throughout my entire body
Painful agony sickness, thriving inside me
Torture of this disease hoping for death
Now I await the moment of my last breath

I wonder why-They cannot stop
This continuing bleeding, that bleeds profusely

Loss of bone barrow crippling of my limbs
Nausea vomiting from not eating
Tests are being done, unable to cure me
I’ve lost all hope suicide enters my mind

Shouting out loud-please end my life
Dwelling in pain-I’ll welcome death

Fading deep inside, subconscious, I’m relieved, of pain, I must be dead
Darkness completely surrounds me, I have no vision
Trying to yell out but no one hears me, everything is silent
Time for me seems to stand still, forever in this emptiness
Nothing is happening is this death, is there no afterlife

Still fading deep, eternal sleeps, now my reality, living inside my mind

Suddenly the darkness starts to brighten, I see fainted images
Wondering further in this unrecognizable place, I see pure beauty
Second guessed myself of where I might be, I’m sure it’s hell
Glad I’m here and not the other place, heaven would be pure torture.